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Halo,apa kabar? sudah bangun? :)

sudah sekian lama rasanya ga nulis di blog ini lagi. kalau ditanya gimana rasanya,wah,pasti,saya kangen berat. tapi apa mau dikata,selain saya sibuk kuliah dan harus berkutat dengan tugas yang semakin menumpuk ditambah kegiatan organisasi,saya juga tidak punya  ide dan inspirasi untuk menulis. haha. ironis memang. inspirasi dalam menulis memang selalu saya tunggu. padahal suatu inspirasi itu bukannya ditunggu. tapi tepatnya di cari. entah bagaimana caranya dan kapan mau mulai mencarinya. tapi.. ini saya sedang tengah-tengah menulis loh :) ajaib ya. tanpa ada inspirasi atau ada pikiran khusus apapun mengenai apa yang mau saya tulis,secara ga langsung apa yang ada di kepala saya ya,saya langsung tulis saja hehe. jadi ingat saat pertama kali bikin blog dulu. karena teman saya sendiri,Chissa,yang mengenalkan dunia blog pada saya. saya tidak tahu apa itu blog,fungsinya untuk apa,apakah bisa menjaring pertemanan seperti myspace,facebook,atau twitterkah? apa fungsinya hanya untuk tul...

jingga.

jingga. semburat jingga menyapu langit sore ini. matahari sayup-sayup hilang ditelan langitmu. sebelum pergi, dia seolah pamit undur diri. besok saya datang lagi katanya. hari ini disudahi dulu. itupun kalau kita jumpa lagi. dia perlahan pergi tanpa kata-kata. tinggalkan bekas saja di langitmu. bekas jingga. semburat jingga. jangan rindukan saya,katanya. jangan rindukan kehangatan saya. kalau ada waktu,kita jumpa lagi. bersama lagi. walau waktunya tidak pernah pas. entah kapan datang dan pergi. jangan harapkan saya datang,katanya. karena saya akan selalu ada. begitu tambahnya. tidak usah bilang siapa-siapa. ini rahasia kita berdua saja. cukup kita berdua saja yang tau. kapan kita akan bertemu. saya percaya. saya janji. karena saya tidak pernah meninggalkan. ya,rasa itu tetap akan ada. rasa hangat dari semburat cahaya jingganya. tidak usah berkata apa-apa. saya mengerti dan paham maksudmu. tidak apa pergi dulu. dalam hati saja. asalkan kita percaya. rasa hangat itu tetap ada. jingga.

finally..

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well,yesterday was a super-fabulous birthday ever (for me). i'm 2o years old now! time flies so fast so i don't know what to say. rasanya baru kemarin berulang tahun ke-17 dan sekarang i'm officially 20! hahaha! thanks to Allah. thanks to my mom,dad,bro eventho they're not here with me but i have my FRIENDS!!! and i have the love ones! hahaha! yesterday he presented me a song,yeah it's a happy birthday song via skype. i wish he came to my dorm and sang it for me huhu. he blown a candle for me and that 's sweet! happpy! today... i got a surprise from my guys! they suddenly came to my dorm and... happy birthday! they brought me a cake,and it's 20 huhu i wish it could be a 17 lol. they brought me a present! cake and gift! hehe! thank you guys! thank you for the wishes and everything! HAPPYY!!

Home

home... is where my heart belong. wherever i am,i will find a way to go back home. home is.. everything for me. if there's nothing i can do in here,my first thought brought me to home. i miss my home. i don't want to celebrate anything. but i do really wanna go back home. happy new year's eve,everyone...

what would you do?

what would you do if you can't reach your dreams even it always comes to you? because of one thing,you have to let your dreams go,because of one thing you let everyone happy after you let your dreams go. that's what i feel about. when i got a chance,even it's a little,but i couldn't get it because of one thing that i couldn't denied. i wish i could get another one that the best for me. i will get another chances. i will. because there's a will,there's a way. so many ways to Roma,Fany :)

Random Question!

Good afternoon,fellas! How r you today? hahaha. i'm using those words recently. yap. i'm an administrator one of official twitter account for my campus event. it's been a looong time i didn't posted something in here. anyway, i cleaned up my room today. cleaned it from dusts. uh oh so much dusts in my room. and my room was on mess. guess what i found today: a paper from EF. yap. it's Random Question. okay,in class Mr. Thomas always try to gave us some random questions and we discussed about them. he asked us one by one.but everyone could perceived it! why? because everyone must have a different answer. and i think it was a good way to learn speaking in english :) so many answers,so many thoughts that we have to say.right? :) okay,let me show you the questions. here we go! (you can answer try to answer it too!) 1. who was the last friend that you met? 2. how did you meet them? 3. how did your parents meet? 4. describe a perfect night spent with friends 5. de...

extremely hard. today.

i never expected too much for today. out of my expectations. really. first thing first,i'm not allowed go to somewhere by my friends since i'm the one who using public trans to there while others are riding a bike together. they thought that it's unfair to leave me alone like that. ah so what? i can't handle and i can't stand of this feeling. i can go anywhere that i want. agh. 2nd,i lost my debit card. i lost it in somewhere i didn't know. i went dorm with crying along the way. thank god pak eko here's to take me home. i was looking forward to it. i'm looking in somewhere in my rooms i wish i could find it somewhere but yes it finally lost. and now my room is like a mess since i was looking forward to my debit card. and third. i tried to tell about it to my mom and dad but unfortunately they are havin fun with family in puncak. i still can told them but i'm sure that they will talk about it to others,to my big family as if it's a big case,i...