extremely hard. today.

i never expected too much for today. out of my expectations. really. first thing first,i'm not allowed go to somewhere by my friends since i'm the one who using public trans to there while others are riding a bike together. they thought that it's unfair to leave me alone like that. ah so what? i can't handle and i can't stand of this feeling. i can go anywhere that i want. agh. 2nd,i lost my debit card. i lost it in somewhere i didn't know. i went dorm with crying along the way. thank god pak eko here's to take me home. i was looking forward to it. i'm looking in somewhere in my rooms i wish i could find it somewhere but yes it finally lost. and now my room is like a mess since i was looking forward to my debit card. and third. i tried to tell about it to my mom and dad but unfortunately they are havin fun with family in puncak. i still can told them but i'm sure that they will talk about it to others,to my big family as if it's a big case,i'm in  a big trouble. and i need a person who can stay in here... for a while since i got a sensitive feeling like this. and i can't handle this feeling.

and tomorrow i made a plan that i will go to police officer but i have to talk about it first to my parents after they arrived at home. i need a money as soon as possible since i registered as a participant of an university event. it's not funny if i didnt bring much money to attend an event. it's outside semarang actually. but i feel relieved when i called a bank customer care and they successfully blocked my number for security. okay. see you tomorrow.. please bring me to catch a beautiful day.

ah, i apologize for my post today.